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2day ? its a boring day :(

coz no training 2day..my hand n leg muscle was pain.haha:D

so all of us rest at home.den 2moro goin 2 spore:DD

wanna go spore?tioman?kl?muar?

but obviously im bringin my dad(azmi 2)wawawawawa=)

HAIZ

.anywhere.

MISS MY TRAINING SO MUCH!

haha.2day my dad (azmi)was so funny.hahaha:D

i teased him=)

& everyone in MS was all so EMO ..weird.hahaha:D

LOVES ALL OF U! (my teamates,you)

wow! 2day..loves my day damn much!

hahas.wonderful n happy day..

went training wit..

anaz.umairah.apiz.azan.afiq

WTH(all their names Ah,ah,ah ,ah!)GUYS

hahahaha:D

anyway..so happy coz azan n afiq got 2 come:D

hahas..LOVES them!

but they all buly me!

hahas,they smash me 9 times! wth~

but~

my bro(afiq@ balak )

backup me.

(p.s/ azan padan muke! )hahahaha

blek!

THNKS GOD!

akk akuh yg akuh prcayai slme nie la yg tpu akuh..sedh nye,,

rce nk mati..

nobody loves me anymore..

everyones dislike me..

they says dat im..

proud?

flirty?

ISSSSIT??

i dun wanna b a girl anymore..

so misereble...

i wanna b a boy..

lifes was so freedom...

no nid 2 take any responsible..

can juz so irrespnsible..

so many ppl likes

akak tuh penting tok akuh doe~!

tp...pg td kt sek np die cm dh mls nk layn akuh huh??

sad~sory klu adeq de wat slh..

na p nages jp..tata..

juz noe something really2 cruel 2 me..

IM ADOPTED DAUGHTER.

i need much more cares ,loves n bla3 from

d others..

don't ever2 leave me..please..

im sory for all my wrong doings..

but i really2 cant affort 2 lost anyone of u !

i don't care what you want 2 say bout me

selfish o anything..

but im noe dat..

i hate 2 share my love with others..really2

my is mine..

i won't share it!

i have lost my trueself..

im atcually not strong at all..

faking smile laugh infront of all of u..

i dun wish 2 be like dat..

i want 2 b like d others oso..

hav their own sis..bro..

fwens..

happiness..

family..

i wish i could b dat to..

2 bad..my fate..i cant hav all those things..

i need more attention then d others..

but hav u ever try 2 understand me?

no..no one really2 understand me..

some of them

hav gf / bf..den they r attention is all on their patner..

i really2 felt lonely..

2 continue de nxt part of my life..

how could i survive?

how could i face it?

in sch..thnks 4 all those care from my godbro n sis!

_lieya_

_alif_

_wana_

_nad_

_anish_

_eyka_





my best teamates!



_LDDS ROCKS!_





i H.E.A.R.T.S. you !

u meant the world to me..
hope we will be together forever!
! thnks !

ATTENTION ! PERHATIAN! suke buruk2 kn dak len dgn dak laki BF DE 3 OWG..-SHAMIL-FITRI / FIKRI ,BLA3-N SUKE KCU BF OWG LEN akue BENCI dak2 nie!

sbb dieOWG

GEDIK!

SS!

SKE MENGATAL (dh de bf )

SERABAI!

SENGAL!

MULUT X RETI NK JAGE!

WAT2 BAEK!

akuh TA CUKE abg2 @ akk2 ,b.f.f akuh RAPAT @ LYN DIE NIE!

akuh BENCI3 !

JEALOUS!

TA CUKE!

KLU NK RAPAT DGN DIE NIE ..

BELAH AH!

X YAH AKUH LAGY!

AKUH PN TA NAK KOWG !JAAT!

GELI JE AKUH!

FAHAM!!!?

YAY YAY!!

FINALLY I GOT MY " NEWLY LOVER" @ " BF "

hahaha! damn fun!

LOVES!

ITS DE WORLD MOST CLEVEREST CREATURE !

(omg! did i juz say CREATURE?ee.wth)

ITS DE GENIUS!

GOT SUCH AN HIGH IQ!

NOBODY CAN MATCH WIT HIM!

hahas:D

1 2 know who issit???

2009 FELICIALSC

END YEAR EXAMINATION

N KOKO

TARGET:

AKEDEMIC :

7-10A's

KOKO:

N.PENGERUSI LDDS

PRESIDENT TAEKWONDO

BORANG KOKO ALL A's

SICK OF CRYING FOR THOSE MEMORIES ...

TIRING OF WAITING FOR YOUR ANSWERING AND FORGIVING...

FELT SO LONELY...

LISTENING TO ALL THOSE BLAMING...

PAIN,,AGONY,,AND HURTING..

YET IM SMILING AND LAUGHING..

BUT ....INSIDE IM DYING!!

from small till now..

each of my fwens are all v envious of me..

coz they say dat im popular..athlete..genius..pretty..pampered..is de dream girl

of every guys in dis world n yadayadayada

every guys will fall in love wit me when we know each other 4 a long time..

but ...its a miserable thngs 4 me..

its a curse ..

my fate...

i hav alot of suitors but i juz cant get long o get de 1 who i really2 likes..

alot of hurts 2..ive no parents..ive no BFF dat juz 4 me alone.

ive no bro n sis dat juz 4 me alone...

no ones who understnd me truly..

alot of pressure..

ive lost a bro dat truly understand me..( alif)

BFF dat really2 can make me smile ..share everythings wit me(zai)(raje)

a sis dat i can trust n share everything wit her..(aza)

i dunno now in dis world ..who can i stll

trust?

rely?

share?

no ones noe..

every day im faking a smile.laugh..

no ones noe dat...no...

its hurts..cruel..hard 2 me..

SICK OF CRYING,,

TIRED OF WAITING..

FEEL LIKE DYING!

MISERABLE..

LONELY..

HURTS...

PAIN...

AGONY...

akk sygs!HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!MAY GOD BLESS YOU & UR LOVES ONES:DSMILE ALWAYS! & HAPPY FOREVER!{ ADK SYGS AKK TETAT2 SELAMENYE! TA NK LPASKN! }[ AKK ADK SOWNG PNYE JE! ]muacks<33333__i>

CURSE PUVANAN!!!!!

I HATE HIM DAMN MUCH!!

HE GO AND KECOH3 KAN MY MATH RESULT!!!

DAMN HIM!

FISH !!!

HATE MY DAY!!!!

STUPID IDIOT IZZAT!!

HE GO AND TOUCH MY HAND???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOT SLAP BY ME!

SERVE HIM RIGHT!!

HOW DARE HIM!!!

MY CHEEKS SWOLLEN !

KNOCK THE CHAIR!!

SCH BAG DAMN HEAVY!

SAW ADRIAN 2DAY!

HAHA:D

aBg ayG

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

MAY GOD BLESS YOU & UR LOVES ONES:D

SMILE ALWAYS! & HAPPY FOREVER!

{ AYG SYG ABG TETAT2 SELAMENYE! TA NK LPASKN! }

[ ABG AYG SOWNG PNYE JE! ]

muacks<33333

__ i L.O.V.E.S you __

--AyG

(ur lil princess)

can anyone here..help me??
i damn blurr now..i dunno wat he want 2 let him 4give me(zai)
i dunno wat had i did...really3 sorry..
i loves him so much(bff )
but i dunno y he's givin me cold shoulder now..
i rather 2 b his enemy betta den a stranger dat
he dunno anything bout me(stranger).. at least
he noes me (enemy)


zai,,please forgive me~(sincerely)

ATTENTION PLEASE!!!!!!
SHE'S MINE! DUN TRY 2 HURT HER ANYMORE! NOBDY COULD REPLCE HER!
MUACKS:D

A NEW CHAPTER OF MY LIFE~

FROM NOW ONWARDS!

NO BF 4 ME!

JUZ ONY MY GOD BRO ,SIS,BFF!

STUDIES COME FIRST!

{{ LOVES }}

ALIFF

ZAI

RAJE

SIS ALYAA

MY SON

SIS2 mSpace & fster

BRO2 " & "

ALL OF U!

ATTENTION !!

ALL OF U ARE MINE!! NOBODY COULD REPLACE N TAKE U AWAY FROM ME

damn la de camping..i go wit no scar..came bac wit so mny title"blur lilgurl??? lil manje ???lilkid???clumsy gurl???handyplast kid??"wth!i came bac wit my whle body got handyplast..head - toe//pain sia!i keep sliped whn jungle tracking..n walking in de river dat full ofs tone!damn sia~!wit swollen somemore!wit 3bodyguards???-alif-zai-lokman wth!!hahhahahah!somemore lokman got piggyback me somemore??euww..hahaha!but anyway i felt damnapy..hahahacozALIP FINALLY TALK2ME??!but anyway i felt damn apy..hahaha cozALIP FINALLY TALK 2ME??!but anyway i felt damn apy..hahahacozALIP FINALLY TALK 2ME??!n ZAI AT LEAST HE'S CARE BOUT ME!YAY!!!!!!!AHAHAHAHAHHA!!!ALTHOUGH IT WAS HURT N PAIN..BUT AT LEAST IT'S WORTH IT 4 ME..felt damn happy!!!!at night we went night walk all ofus..den (5km!!!)den some 1 prank us..wth~!i kept pulling zai bag.hahaha!den zai,ckg usery,denise,teresa,me..walk so fast den de others was lefted bhind us..so faraway.hahaha:D2nd day we wnt 2jngle again,.cooking n playin water there!haha:Dsundenlly rain heavily..den all of us 4get dat we hang our clothes n towel outside!den zai says dat"wei kowg ingt x ad bnde kt luar??"den we started 2remmbr..haha:Dden run like hell go save our thngs..no use..it stll got wet..den mny of us doesn't hav any more clothes 2change so we change so dry clothes n got bac home ony shower..hhahaha:Deat n went bac at3.35..reach sch at 4.o5..den i straight away went home..shower..4.30went 2 drama a tedwin house till7.30..den keshin saw ONEof my many handyplast.!he was so shock!n quickly grab my hand n ask wathappen???!!!!n his eyes was really big..hahaa:Dgot bac home..n slpt 8pm till dis morning 11.30 am went 2 sch,..den 7.15reach home..damn tired sia..2MORO WAS

DE DRAMA COMPETITON!SCARED N NERVOUS..GOD BLESS ME N LET ME WIN YARH!THNKS!WISH ME LUCKK

= FELI

IS A VERY IMPORTAND THINGS4 EVERY HUMAN BEING

LOVES THEM

ALIF~

ZAIRUL~

RAJE A.IKRAM~

'09 LDDS DRAMA CREW~

SKSS FWENS ~

GENTING 08' TRIP 5SC1 N 2~

MY BRO~

MY SYS~

B.F.FOREVER~

TOPFWENS~

MISSSSS U ALL DAMN MUCH~

!LOVE!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=biff2Rx5VZw


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vSSoMw3R-E8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yRyMG9Bfqq8



feeling sad...
very,very,very sad...
saw him flirting around with that bitchy girl..

but what can i do??
i cant do anything..
OMG..i juz wanted to forget him..
give up..

but why is so dificult to let me forget bout him?
i hate him?
i hate myself for lovin you..
its truly hurts my hearts alot...

i dunno why he choose to flirt with her
rather than treat me better?

my fwens told me :

felicia,
he's not ur prince charming..
he dun deserve ur love,ur tears,ur hearts..
he dun deserve such a nice girl like u..
u r special..
u r a special gift from GOD to us..
u dun deserve such of agony...
u dun...
ur prettier then d others..
nicer ,cuter,kind,pampered,clever,many2 more better than d others in dis world..



WHY! WHY! WHY!
everytime when i try to forget bout him
den he would appear in my life??!!
i hate dat!
really2....

WHY!
why he treat me so good?
after fooling me around??

Hero

There's a hero,If you look inside your heart,You don't have to be afraid of what you are,There's an answer,If you reach into your soul,And the sorrow that you know will melt away.

[chorus]

And then a hero comes along,With the strenght to carry on,And you cast your fears aside and you know you can survive,So when you feel like hope is gone,Look inside you and be strong,a long road,When you face the world alone,No one reaches out a hand for you to ,And you'll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you.It's You can find love,If you search within yourself,And the emptiness you felt will disappear.

[chorus]

Lord knows,Dreams are hard to follow,But don't let anyone tear them away,Hold on,There will be tomorrow,In time you'll find the way.

[chorus]

That a hero lies in.....youOoohh that a hero lies in.....you

IM YOURS..

Well you done done me and you bet I felt itI tried to be chill but you're so hot that I meltedI fell right through the cracksNow I'm trying to get backBefore the cool done run outI'll be giving it my bestestAnd nothing's gonna to stop me but divine interventionI reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn someBut I won't hesitate no more, no moreIt cannot wait, I'm yoursWell open up your mind and see like meOpen up your plans and damn you're freeLook into your heart and you'll find love love love loveListen to the music of the moment, maybe sing with meAll - ah peaceful melodyAnd it's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love lovedSo I won't hesitate no more, no moreIt cannot wait I'm sureThere's no need to complicateOur time is shortThis is our fate, I'm yoursScooch on closer dearAnd I will nibble your earI've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirrorAnd bending over backwards just to try to see it clearerBut my breath fogged up the glassAnd so I drew a new face and laughedI guess what I'm be saying is there ain't no better reasonTo rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasonsIt's what we aim to doOur name is our virtueI won't hesitate no more, no moreIt cannot wait I'm sureThere's no need to complicateOur time is shortThis is our fate, I'm yoursWell no no, well open up your mind and see like meOpen up your plans and damn you're freeLook into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yoursPlease don't, please don't, please don'tThere's no need to complicateCause our time is shortThis is out fate, I'm yoursWell you done done me and you bet I felt itI tried to be chill but you're so hot that I meltedI fell right through the cracks, now I'm trying to get backBefore the cool done run out, I'll be giving it my bestestAnd nothing's going to stop me but divine interventionI reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn someBut I won't hesitate no more, no moreIt cannot wait, I'm yoursWell open up your mind and see like meOpen up your plans and damn you're freeLook into your heart and you'll find love love love loveListen to the music of the moment people, dance and singWe're just one big familyAnd it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved lovedSo I won't hesitate no more, no moreIt cannot wait, I'm sureThere's no need to complicate, our time is shortThis is our fate, I'm yoursD-d-do do you, but do you, d-d-doBut do you want to come onScooch on over closer dearAnd I will nibble your earI've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirrorAnd bending over backwards just to try to see it clearerBut my breath fogged up the glassAnd so I drew a new face and I laughedI guess what I be saying is there ain't no better reasonTo rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasonsIt's what we aim to do, our name is our virtueBut I won't hesitate no more, no moreIt cannot wait, I'm yoursCome on and open up your mind and see like me(I won't hesitate)Open up your plans and damn you're free(No more, no more)Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours(It cannot wait, I'm sure)So please don't, there's no need(There's no need to complicate)There's no need to complicate(Our time is short)'Cause our time is short(This is our fate)This is, this is, this is our fateI'm yoursOh, I'm yoursOh, I'm yoursOh, whoa, baby you believe I'm yoursYou best believe, best believe I'm yours

{{{ alYSSa }}}

[[[ FeLIcIa ]]]

((( AmaNdA )))

~~ We BEStiEs FOreVeR ! ! !~~

~~~ No oNEs WouLd ChaNgE tHiS ~~~

i i i WE LOVES i i i

{{{ KAMAL ARIFF }}}

mereka yg penting gak doh~:D

NEARLY KENA ABDUCTED 2DAY!!

EEE...

hari ini
kau melihat ku
hari ini
kau terima nota ku
kata-kata ku
ingat pesan2 ku~
ingatlah luahan hati ku
xpernah ku bergurau dengan mu
bila ku katakan
ku sayang pada mu
~~~~~~~~~~~
kerana esok
xakan kau lihat ku lagi...
xakan ada lagi nota2
kata2
dan luahan hati ku...
~~~~~~~~~~~
kerna di saat itu~
AKU TELAH PERGI
MENINGGALKAN MU
SENDIRI
kerna....
AKU SUDAH PERGI
BUAT SELAMANYA
izinkan pemergian ku
dan jangan menitiskan air mata mu
kerna
ku tidak akan kembali
untuk sekali lagi~
di dunia ini.....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
ku sayang kamu
ku cinta kamu
ku ingin kamu
ku rindu kamu
...........................
mungkin kau tidak tahu lagi~
disebalik ku tertawa
tersenyum
aku menyembunyikan sesuatu dari mu...
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
benda itu ada lah kesakitan ku
maaf...
aku xmampu bertahan lagi~
kerna masa ku
dan ajal ku
telah tiba~
sayang~

P.S/

SOMEONE GAVE ME THIS BUT IS NOT LOKMAN HAKIM

THEY ARE ALL MINE!

U 1 THEM?

DREAM ON!!

I LOVES THEM 4 EVA~!!

MUACKS!!!!