from small till now..

each of my fwens are all v envious of me..

coz they say dat im popular..athlete..genius..pretty..pampered..is de dream girl

of every guys in dis world n yadayadayada

every guys will fall in love wit me when we know each other 4 a long time..

but ...its a miserable thngs 4 me..

its a curse ..

my fate...

i hav alot of suitors but i juz cant get long o get de 1 who i really2 likes..

alot of hurts 2..ive no parents..ive no BFF dat juz 4 me alone.

ive no bro n sis dat juz 4 me alone...

no ones who understnd me truly..

alot of pressure..

ive lost a bro dat truly understand me..( alif)

BFF dat really2 can make me smile ..share everythings wit me(zai)(raje)

a sis dat i can trust n share everything wit her..(aza)

i dunno now in dis world ..who can i stll

trust?

rely?

share?

no ones noe..

every day im faking a smile.laugh..

no ones noe dat...no...

its hurts..cruel..hard 2 me..

SICK OF CRYING,,

TIRED OF WAITING..

FEEL LIKE DYING!

MISERABLE..

LONELY..

HURTS...

PAIN...

AGONY...