yaya.
ppl make ship i oso make ship..
but de ship i make is papership...
not like theirs gold n silver..
my is juz ony paper.
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cnt kalis air cm spongebob..
cnt than angin mcm ckgu bob
cnt than kilat,petir,ribut like KLCC
cnt tahn pans like cactus
cnt than sjuk like polar bear
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so at last my ship tore into pieces....
i dunno who is sincere n who is not now...
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my heart is juz like made of batu now....
x de rce pape dh...
kenangn pht,,masn,,msm,,pedh,,pns,,sejk,,
smunye dh ad dh,,dh ckp untk idup sye dh..
dh terllu bnyk trluke cmpi skrg aty dh bise...
org yg plg syg sye pn dh x nk sye dh,(parents)
org yg plg fhm sye smu nye dh x de dh...(fwens)
org yg plg rpt dgn sye pn dh x rpt dh...dh cm
lolipops tanpe gule dh..(alip..raje,.zai..)
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i dunno wat had i done 2 u 3..
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he's de 1 who ask me 2 came bac frm canda...
he's de 1 who says IF he like me how?
he's de 1 who says IF he 1 2 cpl with me how?
he's de 1 who when i came bac n he gve me cold shoulder.
i hav seen de nicest snow in de world there's
dat night i talk wit him 1 everything i 1.
no lying..no faking...all's truth..
he's de 1 who giv me hopes ,cares ,fun,memories,support,,
n now he's de 1 who dash all dats..
we??
our fwenshp now is juz as plain as plain water....
i really3 dun 1 dat 2 happen.
i dunno y.?
i dunno wat had i did?
till he do dis 2 me...
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he's de 1 who says fun 2 hav a fwen like me
he's de 1 who giv me laughter
he's de 1 who says i hurt him
i dunno y..
i dunno wat had i do till i hurt him.
he's de 1 who use alip hp 2 make fun of me between me n alip
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he's de 1 who understand me.
n many4 more..
but now he's de1 who giv me cold shoulder coz i had anther him??
last 2 days i din went 2 sch is not bcoz of food poisoning..
is bcoz friday night after sch flight 2 canda checkup
my bone releapse again..fainted..
the moment i woke up i thought dat i need 2
sit on de wheel chair 4 de rest of my life?
coz 2 stubborn din listen 2 doc advice ..
still evryday sports3..
haha:D
really3 pain..
den rest there 4 a few days ..
think a lot of things...
saw snow...
thought of him...
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Y SHOULD I SUFFER ALL DIS????
Y MUZ I LOST ALL DE 1 I LOVE???
Y MUZ I GO TROUGH ALL DIS??
I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE!!!
I HAD THINK B4 2 GIV UP...EVERYTHING BUT I CNT!
MUZ DIS WORLD B SO CRUEL ???
SO REALISTIC??
B SO SCARY???
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CAN I JUZ GIV UP???
CAN?
IS THERE'S ANYHOPE 4 ME?
I DUN NEED ANY REPAY
I JUZ NEED SOME1 WHO CAN REALLY3
UNDERSTAND ME N APPRECIATE IT...